A Day In Math

The door begins squeeking and the students silently snap their heads in its direction. Through the small square window pane a dark figure can be seen. He lumbers into the room, his large hands dwarfing the textbook and notebook that they cradle. It is not these hands, however, that cause the fear that his students are feeling; the hands seem gentil despite their size. What then is the source of this mans power? He sets the books down on his desk and unbukles the strap around his waist. The class exhales, relieved that the danger has passed. There is truely something intimidating about a man who wears a fanny pack.

I'm searching for something to write about, but everytime I come up with a topic I dismiss it; they are all too real and all too personal. The truth is though, that i don't write many of these blogs because of that reason. Also, I don't think those who read this really want to hear that side of me; I don't. I will say this for right now though-my biggest fantasy right this second is to be curled up in someone's arms on a soft bed, watching a good movie and falling asleep. That sounds perfect. And I'll leave this entry on that. I'll try to make the rest a bit more interesting.

when I walked in my new dorm room tonight there was something different. I saw that someone had been by and left a movie on my bed that i had lent out. It seemed normal enough, I know who had the movie so it was cool. But then I went to pull my computer out of my desk and it was unlocked (I have a cord that locks it to my bed so it can't be stolen). I thought maybe in the dilerium of the morning hours I had unlocked it myself and just couldn't rememeber. But when I turn my computer on, it shows that i have an away message up- and I know for certain that I didn't do that...Don't worry it gets weirder. I dismiss everything that had happened up to that point and begin working on setting up my online checking account (a real pain to set up by the way) and all of a sudden the tv turns itself on! i swear! It was off when i got into the bed, it is on the ground at foot part of my bed and the clicker was on my roommates desk, right on top, with nothing on top of it to be pressing it. Has anyone heard of a ghost living in Buist? I looked under my bed to make sure noone was there, then I looked in my closet-no one was to be found. how weird all these things would happen in one night...makes you wonder!

My Buddy Icon is Johnny Depp from Pirates of the Carribean. Its about time for a change, its been that since this summer so I'll have to look into some other one, but for now, whenever anyone im's me they get to see one of the loves of my life, and i'm sure they appreciate me for it =) ::winks:: Its strange, as a middle school girl who should be at their peek of picking out famous heartthrobs, i never got into that. It wasn't until last year really that I began naming my well known loves. It started with Ben Folds, Husband #1, and moved from there to John Cusack, Johnny Depp, and Connan O'Brian...Can you imagine a combination of all those men? that'd be pretty crazy man, i'm not sure i'd like the result. Each has won my heart for different reasons and I like that they each have their own little personallities and good attributes. I just noticed how old these guys are though...should I be worried about that? haha Oh well, I'll just move to Cananda, next door to Emmie and we can have multiple older husbands together and the world can be jealous of us!

I'm having a hard time coming up wiht what to talk about right now...I think i have some things I need to write for myself first before i can think past them....if you give me a topic i'll write about it though...so give me a topic you want to hear me write about and i'll give it a go....and while I wait for a suggestion, I'll think of something i can write here....i just feel bad not having written anything....give me like I don't know...give me some time or give me a topic...your choice...thanks for your patience whoever you is-you rock!