I'm searching for something to write about, but everytime I come up with a topic I dismiss it; they are all too real and all too personal. The truth is though, that i don't write many of these blogs because of that reason. Also, I don't think those who read this really want to hear that side of me; I don't. I will say this for right now though-my biggest fantasy right this second is to be curled up in someone's arms on a soft bed, watching a good movie and falling asleep. That sounds perfect. And I'll leave this entry on that. I'll try to make the rest a bit more interesting.